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as you can tell by my name I'm a dancer. I've encountered so many experiences that I feel the need to be shared with others to let them know that they aren't the only ones out there who are going through the same things.

Thursday, August 26, 2010

Travels

Sorry it's been a while since I've posted anything, but I've been busy traveling the USA. I started off in NC then went home to FL, then to TX even if it was for just a layover, then to CO. I had fun visiting friends and looking at all the fine guys there. Did some hiking as well and it was amazing!! Just when you think my traveling is done...its not. I have to travel to three different cities in the state of NC. After that is done I go back to school, so this month has been really busy for me. I have loved every second of it. Well I have to go pack so I'll post later!

Tuesday, August 10, 2010

About Fed Up....

So I'm staying with some of my mom's friends and I have been for the past 2-3 weeks. I've about had it though. Every time I watch or rather try to watch TV they feel as though they need to talk about everything that's going on within the show. Then they miss parts and ask me what was said and done, when I can't hear a fucking thing because they were talking! I can't wait to get out of here!!!!!!! At least I only have one day left and then I'm out of here for about 2 weeks!

Monday, August 9, 2010

Weekend Getaway

So I went to my Godparents house in West Virginia this past weekend. I really needed that to get me out of the funk I was in. I was in this depressive state for the past week and a half that I didn't even realize until I got back today. My friends that I'm staying with kept saying "you must have gotten laid because you look so happy." But the fact is I didn't, just me being with some of my family and back to some normalcy made me happier. Then again I haven't seen my Godparents in about 2 years.

Anywho...I get to go home on Thursday and I already have a lot of plans to get together with some of my friends. And yes EJ is one of them. He and I have been talking a lot more than we ever did in high school, even when we were dating. He's been telling me the exciting adventures of getting his own place, and living on his own, etc. He invited me to come chill at his place, and I said I would if he taught me how to drive stick. Oh...I almost forgot....I decided to trade in my car for a 6 speed manual Jeep Wrangler. I figured it would be a better car for when it snows. I already talked to my parents and they said they would help me with the search and everything. The only reason I went to them is because my car right now is technically theirs. So I have to get their approval in order to sell the car.

Wow....that's a lot of not needed information, but I'm so excited about the new (not to mention happy) things in my life. Now all I need is for the school year to start so I can be with all my friends again. I miss them SOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOOO much it's crazy.

Oh but back to my getaway. So I drove 3 1/2 hours by myself to WV and it was actually fun, except for the fact that I was stuck for about 5 miles in bumper to bumper traffic. Oh and did I mention I was stuck on a bridge for about 20 minutes between two semi trucks?! That's my worst nightmare because all I kept thinking about was the bridge collapsing and me becoming a bug sandwich after falling to my death in the Virginia mountains. Great imagining isn't it? So after conquering traffic and making it to safety my Godparents took me out to eat. There we met up with my Godmother's sister and her husband. We had a great dinner and the waiter kept flirting with me even though I didn't look all that great. But that's not the best part (add sarcasm here). I went back to my Godparents house only to get hit on by a 14 year-old for 3 days straight.....(no sarcasm here) However, my last night with them my Godmother tells me that her sister wants me to come back up and meet her grandson who is my age and he's on football scholarship in some college up there. So it looks like I'll be making another trip up there at some point. ;-)

Sunday, August 1, 2010

Something.....

So I was talking to one of my friends who is in the naval academy. We were talking about relationships, experiences, and stuff along those lines. I told him some of the stuff about how guys only see me as a booty call and how I can't seem to find a guy who wants more than that. All he said to me was "you deserve so much more than that." That simple sentence made me realize I do, and that I need to stop being so hard and self-conscious and just let things go. Eventually there will be a guy that will want more than that.

On a side note, I'm not sure if I had mentioned this before, but my dad was diagnosed with Parkinson's disease about a year ago. At first he had a tough time adjusting to this thought, but now he's fine with it. He openly tells his friends about everything. His doctor's appointments have been ok until the other day. He got great news about how the disease had not progressed at all since he was first diagnosed! My entire family and I are thrilled about this news! So I just had to share that. Now off to enjoy my Sunday!