So I reread some of my previous blogs and I realized I wasn't very clear on some things. EJ is my ex who is the certified bartender. And blog guy is the guy from work who's a complete asshole! He still hasn't responded!!! Then again I haven't sent him anything else to respond to, but still.....
So now that I'm back at school I'm kinda glad to be back in some normalcy. Dancing, going to the gym everyday, dieting, rehearsing; you know the norm. But I still can't seem get EJ off my mind no matter how hard I try. I'm fine when I'm busy, but it's during times when I'm by myself, like now, I can't keep that from happening. I really want to communicate with him, but I'm not sure if that's really what I need. I tend to get a false sense of hope when things start looking good. It might be because I miss cuddling with someone and having someone there for me when I have a fight with my mom. Sure I have some friends, but they aren't close enough to me that I can talk to them about that kinda thing. It's a sticky situation that I'm not sure what to do.
If you guys have any suggestions, I'm open to them! =)
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try and keep busy! even when you're alone - reading, watching tv. distractions are the best!
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