It's been a while

So Spring Break was successful on some instances. I got to see a bunch of my friends and I got to find out how blog guy really feels. I also got to hang out with some of my friends who I haven't seen since graduation. I have a feeling this blog is going to be one of the longest ones I have written. But it's been a while since I've posted anything.

The thing with blog guy is quite frustrating but I'm glad I know what's going on now. We had planned on meeting up the first night I was back home, so I went to the club that we agreed to meet at. I texted BG asking if he was there yet and he said that he was waiting for his friends to pick him up and then he would be there. 10 minutes later he texted me back and said that they had decided they were going to a different club even further away from where I was. Keep in mind I had driven 13 hours home and then 20 minutes to get to this club. You would think things couldn't get any worse but they did. We made plans to try to get together AGAIN (that was my stupid mistake). He had class until 8pm on Wednesday,(which in case you didn't know was St. Patrick's Day, my favorite holiday!!)and he said he would call/text me when he got out. 8pm came and went, and by 9pm I was extremely drunk! I then, thinking it was a good idea, texted him to find out what was going on, and still to this day he hasn't responded. Things happen for a reason and I'm really glad this happened.

Anyways, during the time that I was waiting for BG I was hanging out with one of my best friends Brit and I was supposed to spend the night at her dorm. Anyways, one of my ex's (EJ) goes to the same school Brit does so I called him to see what he was doing and if he wanted to hang out (this was done before all the drinking started). I'm really glad I invited EJ since he basically made sure I didn't get raped by anyone that night. Again, St Patrick's Day is my favorite holiday! Back to the point of this, things got crazy at this one bar we went to and he got me out of there. We ended up going to one of my friend's apartments and we drank more. Since I'm trying to be completely honest with this blogging thing, I'll just go ahead and tell you guys that we hooked up. I didn't really know how I felt about that, but surprisingly with EJ it was the most fun I've ever had. We both pretty much laughed through the entire thing. I really needed something like that after being at school with just about all gay guys since September.

Wednesday was definitely the highlight of my Spring Break, but that wasn't the last time I saw EJ when I was home. We hung out every night until I had to leave on Saturday. It was almost like we were back together again. I'm not sure if I want that or if I just want to be single. I'm just getting used to being that way again. I think I'm just going to go with my new life motto, "Whatever happens, happens." But I was/am frustrated that all this had to happen the last few days I was there. We'll see what happens next time I'm home.