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as you can tell by my name I'm a dancer. I've encountered so many experiences that I feel the need to be shared with others to let them know that they aren't the only ones out there who are going through the same things.

Monday, May 24, 2010

Little things that give me hope

So today I was in the car with my mom (she came up to help me move out of my dorm and to see me dance) and the song Bless the Broken Road by Rascal Flatts came on. I absolutely love that song and I hadn't heard it in a while, and it came on on the perfect day. LJ and I had a serious talk last night and it got pretty emotional. Not the "I love you" type because like I said in a previous post, we're not your usual couple. Anyways, as I was singing along (poorly I might add)it hit me that everything in life happens for a reason. I know that's been said millions of times, but for some reason it just clicked MAJORLY this time. I wish I could elaborate more on what happened that just made this perfect.....actually I can a little bit.

LJ was telling me a story about how he suffered quite a few horrific break ups. Fortunately, I've only had one, but that's for another time. He told me none of the relationships he's ever been in have ever lasted more than a month. I feel really bad about that since things with us are ending on Thursday (mutual agreement by the two of us....long distance especially over summer is WAYY to hard). But it just sucks because I really want to be with him, but I know it's going to be better this way. Wow....I got off topic. Anyway, how his story relates to the song is, even though I know when he hears it he won't be thinking of me (although I would like him to be) hopefully it will give him the same insight that it gave me. No matter how bad relationships are/end they are always a step in the right direction to who you are supposed to be with, AND there is someone out there for everyone. It's a matter of fate if you meet them or not. Just know one day you will meet them.

I thought that was pretty wise coming out of a 19 year-old's mouth. =D

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