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as you can tell by my name I'm a dancer. I've encountered so many experiences that I feel the need to be shared with others to let them know that they aren't the only ones out there who are going through the same things.

Tuesday, February 2, 2010

FML!

Have you ever started out the day in a fight with someone close to you? Well if you have you know how much it sucks. I have been experiencing this a lot lately with my mom. She just refuses to listen to anything I have to say. She won't even consider my point of view on things. You would think she would listen to her own daughter who is living the life she only reads about! But no...that's not the case at all. My mom always knows what's going on in the world of dance due to the fact that she reads Dance Magazine.

To be honest, I love being right, and I hate being told I'm wrong when I know I'm right. I know that sounds wrong, but when I deal with stuff like in the above paragraph can you blame me? I really hate fighting with my mom or anyone close to me, but when I know more about the topic than the opposing party and they just refuse to listen, you know a fight is going to happen. There's just no way around it, no matter how hard you try. And then on top of all this my mom has the nerve to get upset with me that I don't talk to her that much any more. Well when we fight every time we try to talk, and I hate fighting, what do you think I'm going to do?

OK I'm done with that crap now. Onto more fascinating topics, such as guys leading you on. This is one of the controversial topics of the decade, but I thought talking about it would bring interesting comments; or would if I had any followers.

There are millions of girls that are being lead on at this moment in time; myself being one of them. It really sucks when you have feelings for a guy and they don't even give you the time of day. Or better yet, they give you false hopes of things happening and they never do. I just wish the guy that is doing this to me would realize how I feel, and tell me whether he feels the same or rather just be friends. I rather find out the truth about the situation than be sitting here hoping for more.

Of course I could ask him, but I don't have enough "balls" to do so. All because asking him might ruin some plans already made. OH...There's the "false hopes" thing again. If anyone has any advice on what to do please feel free to comment. I'm open for any and all suggestions.

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