Possibilities

Since starting blogging, I've realized how hard it is to get to the point of things and not dance around a subject. This one is a rather difficult to start for me since I'm dealing with what seems to be a constant problem for me.

I might be trying to hard when it comes to guys. I mean, when you meet a guy you think is really nice, sweet, cute, funny, etc. you don't want to lose them. I always start out great by making small talk through texting and I try to keep the guy interested. I think my down fall is not only being so far away, but also the fact that I tend to over analyze things and want to keep the conversation going.

Then again it might be the guy, who was just trying to get with me. Guys seem to have a specific gene that makes them turn into horn dogs that only want sex. Some girls lack the ability to tell when a guy is into them or when he's just being a douche bag. Because I lack that ability sometimes, people see me as naive, but what they don't know is that I've been screwed over by guys so many times that I don't deserve that title.

Now it's going to seem like I'm jumping all over the place, but this post is titled "Possibilities".

It's weird how actual relationships come from people you would never expect. If you read my one post about the guy situation(Who Am I Kidding?), you'll see what I mean. I know it might be a bad judgment call on my part, but I'm kind of hoping things will change once I see him again. Right now, I'm just playing hard to get. ;)

This guy seems to be worth my time and energy. The only bad part is the last time I did this I got hurt. But I know that in order to get anywhere in life you have to take risks, and be willing to get hurt. As of right now, I feel like I could handle anything this guy says to me since I just want to know the truth.

This turned into a really long post so I'll leave this until next time.